To the person i considered my soul mate, when you came into my life i told myself that i would love you and never hurt you. You were my best friend, my love, my everything.
tel 1 day we have an argument and we hurt each other. At that time inform you that i wanted to break the relationship, i don’t have any intention to hurt you, I’m doing that to take a risk for you to realize your mistake and shortcomings.
I refuse to believe you at first but when i saw those tears fell down your cheeks it spells out the truth about how you really feel inside. you were deeply hurt , Yeah i know i was hurt too, you can’t even look straight into my eyes when you said ” it was too late”.
My life has changed at that very moment… i just found my self on bended knees knelling why?. i was down completely, but i had to be strong for you at your worst, i was there until the day has come for us to say goodbye…
I know it, but i just can’t accept it, if only i know that was the last time i should have held you and never let you go. the kiss, whisper, and embrace it was the last… i can feel your arms falling down slowly, i know you’re gone. we always thought our love was enough for us to last… its was a had ending its gods will.
I know you’re happy now wherever you are.. and me, here i am hurting… broken… those 1 year its all gone now how can i forget? how can i start over once again…
I’m sorry if you see my life falling apart. i know i can’t get you back and i won’t be being you for the rest of my life. it’s more than a month now this has been the longest month or year of my life the most painful ti-nae, i ever had.
The sadness of the night brings back the days we had, the time i let go to you and you let go of me and the moment that i surrendered you. even silence reminds me of all the sorrow… the pain… and my hopelessness. let me suffer in silence, til i get over you. slowly i can let you go and i will be me once again.
I will be keeping my promise, i will move on… but you will always be a part of me hear me say this, one last time… I have found the essence of my life, I have discovered a world that’s beautiful because of you.
My love, My misery I’m letting go of you now it’s time to set myself free. this is the hardest thing i will do because i still love you and this love… this is all i have.